Page 19 of 365

How are you, I may asked?

No, you must answer, but yes, I hope you're good.

Did you hear my soft well-wishes?
Did you feel my soft embraces?

Did you taste the medicine I prepared you?
Of course not, it was all just in my dreams.

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Page 18 of 365

Still clueless about you

Dreading so much from afar.

Longing to be there beside your Majesty.

And give you an embrace full of love and tender care.

But someone's must be there to give.

Alas! What I wished I could have given you.

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Page 17 of 365

Somebody caged her in the darkness.

But she would rather not go out.

She was waiting for her knight-in-shining-armor.

By the way, where the hell is he now?

He's there; covered with artificial warmth.

Freezing in sadness, hopeless like yesterday.

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Page 16 of 365

Friday, it is!

I always liked Fridays.

But not so much for today.

I really want to see you.

But Fridays don't want me to do so.

Can't weekdays come sooner?

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Page 15 of 365

I'm all for the complete rest today.

I just want to forget everything.

I know for one thing.

Sleep won't change every single thing that happened so far.

But I'm hoping for the best.

Let's start all over again.

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Page 14 of 365

What went wrong today?

I can't remember so much in details.

But I messed up the day by giving him a peek of who I am.

And giving the other him so much of my ruddy side.

I just don't feel good now.

I hope I can still fix this.

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Page 13 of 365

Today's another day for both of us.

Or maybe for the three of us.

It seems like I've fallen for the both of you so much.

That sometimes, I think.

Who is it that I should cherish more?
Should it be, the Knowledgeable one, or him, the Youth in His Intense Fire?

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Page 12 of 365

It was all smiles and joy for me.

I wonder if it was because of you, my darling.

Or because of that someone who makes me burn with intense fire.

Whoever makes me flutter my wings like this.

Oh please! I thank you so much for this life.

And I'm wondering, if you can, always be mine?

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Page 11 of 365

I held out my hand.

I'm happy you're there to catch me.

I wonder, how long will you be there for me?

Will you be there to catch me all the time?

Will you be around to comfort me when I'm sad?

Or like the wind, will you just gush and hush and be gone?

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Page 10 of 365

I had to write about hearts and roses.

Chocolates, balloons, and sweet nothings.

Lovely couples holding each other's hands with glee.

Drawing satisfaction from an inspiring dream.

Alas! I'm the Lady of Stone and Ice.

About love, I can't write! Oh please spare me this!

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Page 9 of 365

Today, we celebrate a special day.

But I remember this day so much, in case you care.

I had my hair styled and permed.

Not because I want go with the trend.

But, as I have thought, and might you have wished.

It's time for me to move on, the tears I shed is enough I say!

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Page 8 of 365

It isn't that bad, you know.

Severing one's relationship with someone.

You least expected to annoy you.

But the deed has been done now.

And you are angrier than me.

Albeit the fact that it's all your fault.

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Page 7 of 365

Seven is not my favorite number.

I will hate it as much as I can

But today, you said.

"You're radiant. You're beautiful."

Then I realized one thing.

Maybe I'll just start loving number seven.

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Page 6 of 365

The sun was shining brightly.

But my day was not taking it lightly.

The weather was so enthralling

And yet I wonder.

Why do I feel so thirsty?

I guess, this day must be lacking something. 

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Page 5 of 365

I knew there was something odd.

But I tried not to think about that.

My love for you, they said.

Was like a trend, it's a fad!

One day it grows spurting its leaves.

One night it stops, falters, and leaves.

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Page 4 of 365

Tomorrow's Monday once again.

And yet I can't find motivation to keep going.

My mind is still in Antarctica.

My body is still tied in the bed.

If only I could turn back time.

I'll say, "Mom, please don't make me anymore." 

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Page 3 of 365

My sister rode on the horse’s back.

My brother shot some bloke hiding in the shadows.

My two other sisters enjoyed taking photos of one another.

While my mother had fun looking at the overall sight.

But there I was scratching the back of my head.

And started counting the bills left in my pocket.

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Page 2 of 365

Roads are all deserted.

Only a few cars are to be seen.

I wonder, where have they gone?

What have they become?

Then I realized,

It's just 3 in the morning. 

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Page 1 of 365

I will try not to look back. 

But, 2014 has a part of me.

That I cannot retrieve back any longer.

Let me live, 2015.

Without you taking something away from me.

But, if you do.

Please don't make me regret at all. 

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Page 0 of 0

It was all damp and hazy.

And the chills were lurking on the four corners of the room.

Then there I was, sitting in front of it.

Embracing its' overwhelming pleasure.

Mundane people call it as a Holiday.

This person defines it as awakening.

Happy New Year!

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